Craziness

Now you know you've made it when you have people you've never ever met in person trying to imitate you. I'm talking regular everyday Joe Schmoe people having their cyber identities jacked. Now that some swagger jacking for ya azzz!! I'm amused and amazed by human being everyday. If these people would apply this much energy to positive things that could actually make a difference in society they'll probably have their own swagger and advance to actually being somebody worth noticing.

While I'm a on roll...

I like to treat everybody equally so while I'm venting about my work woes, I also want to speak about my other co-worker, I call her the church or the hyena. She likes to back up or defend the SAB I told you about earlier. Now we never really took to each other. I guess being of the same zodiac sign, I just think our personalities clash. But that is ok with me. No love gained so no love lost. But when ever the SAB says something the church likes to say "AMEN". But the funny part is a few months back when the SAB and the church wasn't speaking they were acting just like me and the SAB are acting now. So how good of friends are you two hhhhmmmm.

Now I know you may wonder where I get hyena from , well I consider the SAB like "scar" from the lion king, of course I'm "mufasa", then there is the hyena. In the movie the hyena only got heart when scar killed mufasa and took over the jungle. Only I will not die and she can take over all she wants when I leave. But until then she will wait patiently and the hyena will laugh behind her in the shadow.

Bitchassnes....

As you can tell from the previous post I was going to have to lay hands on one or two of my co-workers but I have since simmered down. I had to come to a realization that the devil is always present but GOD"s presence is always stronger. The devil was presenting himself in the way of some serious "bitchassness" and my co-worker who I labeled an SAB(Shady Ass Bitch/the equivalent to a NAD) was only his messenger. I had to step out and analyze the situation and come out victorious.
Now my victory is that I hadn't allowed her to make me act out the evil thoughts that were brewing in my head for the most part of that day, but for me to stay calm go into that "bitchass" meeting and come out with not only my job but also letting everyone in there know that I will not allow them to try to assassinate my character and not asses their own. I handled myself with the utmost professionalism and even had my manager apologizing for taking up my time and not researching the allegations before calling me there. But the animosity still stand so she better not try EVER again to cross me.
Now I am child of GOD and I know I am a work in process. So as you can tell from this post I have yet to be purged of all of my evilness but I like to think that I am walking toward that righteous path. So you have to forgive me when you see that I mention GOD in a post titled "b**cha**ness", just know that GOD knows my heart.

I AM ABOUT TO...

BE GREAT BELIEVER IN HANDS ON TALKING TO CO-WORKERS IN A MINUTE.

TO BE CONTINUED.......

Calculus Fianale

Six weeks I sat in the front of my calculus class looking just this. Let's not mention that this was my second time taking this class. But after six weeks, a couple scary moments and wanting to drop the class a second time. I PASSED!!! Yes I screamed. I passed calculus in six weeks with a "C+". That is a huge accomplishment for me. Honestly I really learned and understand the material my professor force feed us in that short time. I am happy that I can walk away with not just passing but actually retaining the knowledge of material taught to me. Now if I really have to apply it to the real world I'd ecstatic.

Now on to statistics. 6 more weeks of math arrrgghhhh. Wish me luck.

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Cha Ching!!!!

Yes finally I have good news to report. As per my previous post Boiling Over my job owed me at least 5 months of back overtime. Well today we came to an agreement and the money is here!!! Yes they will be giving that to me along with my pay on Friday. Now ideally I would have gotten a separate check cut straight from my department (so skip the taxes) but for discretionary purposes I can understand why that wasn't done. So while it will be taxed(heavily) the pay out is here and I'm grateful. It goes straight to the house fund. that means I'm about 80% to my goal. New house coming soon bitches!!

P.S. It's hottttt out there; stay cool ladies!


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Here I Stand

I just bought Usher's new cd "Here I Stand" and i really like it. Now don't get me wrong it's ain't ish on "Confessions" but it's much better than I anticipated. I connect with so many of the songs. When listening I can actually picture the video or a point in my life that reflects the lyrics. It really takes me to another place. I like going to that place because where I am right now ain't all that great. Anyways....if you haven't already got get it.