Our very first Christmas...

was GREAT!! And no i'm not exagerating. My little punkin princess was sooo excited. I mean not about the day, but she knows toys when she sees them. She screamed and grunted until she got what she wanted in her grasp. She drooled all over it, watched it light up make noise and passed out within an hour an a half. She was joy to be around. We all could not wait to see her reaction to each new thing given to her. She ate new foods like applesauce and turkey. This could have only been better if I had gotten something. Maybe next year.

Merry christmas to you all. I hope everyone's day was as wonderful as mine and I hope for many more to come. May God bless EVERYONE even the grinches.

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twas the night before christmas...

and all was very fun,
laughed and played games, not quite sure who won
there family & friends, some old some new
and all was merry, not a face in there blue
we ate food and exchanged gifts
and gave baby her first Christmas kiss
nothing but joy, oh what wonderful sight
so merry Christmas to all and to all a good night

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All I want for Christmas is my two front teeth

So my little punkin princess first tooth broke skin yesterday. Thank goodness. She has been giving me unusually major grief at bedtime this week, and now I know why. I feel so bad about getting frustrated and letting her have some "me" time the other night. My baby was in pain and I did nothing to help her. "I'm sooo sorry mamas" Last night she was an angel baby. It's almost like she grew up after the tooth came up. She communicated all her wants very well last night. Maybe I was being extra receptive knowing she had a reason for her fussing and just took a little more time to see exactly what she trying to tell me. Either way we had such a good night last night. I'm extremely excited to see that she is right on time with all her milestones. I made a note in her baby book and everything. :-)
Now maybe she'll stop pulling her hair out.

Congratulations precious aka JOY!!

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Patiently Waiting

Being a scorpio is a gift & a curse. We love hard, but when we are crossed we want to hurt you harder. I try to control my vindictiveness, but at times it consumes me. I get to calculating and plotting and waiting for my chance to sting. I won't feel better until some sort of pain is inflicted upon nemesis. This certainly can not be healthy. I mean I really put on a smile and front until I feel the time is right to unveil my master plan of pain. No, it's never physical, more mental or financial in some cases. I know I need to learn to let those types of thoughts go (now more than ever), but I get so angry know that someone thinks it's ok to do ME wrong and walk around like every thing is alright. Well it's not, and they WILL pay. Someday.

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Mommy, Me & Cousin Day

Yes! So it's back! Cousin Day, or it better be. We got off course for a while but we are back into the swing of things. Granted this time we have a car seat, snow suit, and pacifiers to add to equation, all still went well. Oh minus the screaming when getting back into the car. Oh the joys of motherhood.

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Career change

So I had an epiphany last (or at least I think I did). Anyway, I really think I should start working on a career in investigation. Maybe a P.I or something like that. I really know how to get the dirt. Or maybe the people that I investigate are just that dumb. Anyway I really get an adrenaline rush from it. So I may open my own business as a Private Investigator/Passion Party Consultant. LOL!

What do yall think?

Stay Tuned

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Profyle

You're nothing but A liar, a cheater, a deceiver, heart breaker

And I wont let you back in my life So I'm takin

The house, the cars, the kids, and the dog

I want it all

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Lifesavers

No not the candy, the people I can depend on. I needed them like no other time two days ago and like always they were there to save me, more so to save my princess. I thank everyone who helped that day. You guys are always AWESOME!!!!

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Stay in your lane

I know you've done this before, but now is my time to nurture and love. When I say "don't do that" please respect my wishes and follow what I say. Yeah you could just wash your hands of all of it, and stand on the side line but that would just make you miserable not me. I appreciate your help in whatever capacity you give it, but remember I have the final say so "ALWAYS". So to make it easier on all of us, give your suggestions and offer your opinions, but to don't take it personal if I disagree. I have to learn some things on my own. Just be there when I call and bask on the inside when you want to say "I told you so".

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Don't call it a come back, I've been here for years.....

Yes, yes I'm am posting again. Hopefully on regular from now on.

As you all know from may last post I was transitioning into motherhood. Well it's official! I can now add "Mommy" to my list of titles. My little miss punkin baby enter made her debut late August safe & sound. It has been an awesome transition into becoming a mother. I have plenty of stories but I for now I just wanted to say "HI". You will read a lot more from me in the days to come.

Before I go I just want say "Thank you" to my "REAL" family. I mean "REAL" because blood isn't the only thing that makes people your family. Really being there and supporting each other no matter what makes people your family. We don't always like each other but we always love each other(at least we act like it) :-). THANKS


Until later
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P.S I want to say welcome to tigerlily, glad to see you have joined us. Your blog inspired me to come back.

little miss punkin baby

So I just found out that I am going to have a mini me. Yes world get ready for a little Virgo version of me. I certainly am not ready for that. I was expecting a little boy, almost hoping for one. But I am having a little princess. She is going to be spoiled to death. Her Me-Mom is already hype and trying to buy out the stores. Her cousin is harassing me to death, and her sister is going to try to take over. Let's not get started on her daddy. So I just hope you guys are ready to deal with her, I'm just praying to God I can handle her. I love my little miss punkin baby already and can't wait until she makes her entrance into the world and bless us all with her presence. She is already a handful and I can't even hold her yet. So until her next update pray for us.

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my little punkin baby

So I'm having a baby. Just the thought of entering mother hood makes me wanna run and hide but if I do when I look down my little bundle of joy will be looking back up at me like peek-a-boo. So I have to grow in numerous ways really fast. I only got about 7 months before this little person will make it's grand entrance into this scarry place called world. It is my duty and pleasure to be it provider and protector. I think I can do it. It will take a little adjusting and some education and a lot of support oh and money but it's been done before so I m up for the challenge. I just hope I live up to the expectation of my child and give it everything possible to make it's stay here as easy as possible. So little one I anxiously await you. We'll have lots of fun.

Until you get here

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Web borrowing

One of my new year resolution is to buy myself something i really want once a month. Just so I won't feel like I'm working and not taking care of self. So February's purchase is going to be a laptop. Courtesy of AES. I am sooo looking forward to this purchase because this web borrowing thing is not working. I borrow from work, my punkin, my cuz, & my friends. I need to stay connected constantly so i can keep you guys updated and stay updated myself. All this monitoring and flagging is for the birds. So sooner than later my blogs will be more frequent & flowing. Right now I am internetly challenged but that will all come to pass.

So until then, it is 5:00 so my work time is up, maybe I'll be back at cuz or my punkin's

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I like him for you

So I think you two are a good match. He seems to get the way you think or try to anyway. He is so darn comfortable around us. Like he that cousin we haven't seen in awhile. He wants people to know that he is serious about you. How effing cute. We can all trip and pick on each other and then say "what the fuck y'all looking at when people look at us too long". Y'all hang out and you don't have an attitude when you get back. He wants updates on the current problems, like he gonna fix 'em himself. He funny as SHIT. You seem a little happier when he is around. You try to talk to him like shit. He say"say it again and I'm gonna fuck you up!!" He fucking answered the cousin call. Too damn funny. You get all gitty when you talk about him. Eeewwww!!! You try to get extra cute when y'all go out, 'cause he be trying to stunt. He wants the girlfriends picture to show off to his friends.

Enough of the bullshit, I'm telling so we can start planning this wedding.


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Shout Out

HEY LADIES!!! I feel so out of the loop. I keep up from a far but I miss our daily sessions. Hopefully I'll be back next week. Lot's to say not enough time. Hope you all are well. MISS YOU GUYS!!!!


Until later..

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Why can't we just get along?!

you used to be all I knew
you used to be the only one I could trust
you used to be the one I would run to
you would fix it all, take away the pain, make it all good
I would smile at the sound of your voice, search at the hint of your scent, run toward the sight of your presence

you used to be my friend
you used to be my rock
you used to be my pillow to hold
you used to provide comfort, stability, dependency
I would be in awe of you, hope to be like you, defend you, lie for you

Now what have we become?

Yeah I know you but I can't trust you
I can run to you but you won't fix it
You cause me the most pain these days
Your voice gives me a headache, your scent does nothing, and to see you sometimes make me angry

I tried to be your friend, it doesn't quite work
When I needed you to be my rock you turned me away
You want to be so hard lately, no longer my pillow
You make me uncomfortable, not a lot of stability but yet I still depend on you for some things
But that is changing

Listen I love you but I don't really like you
I will defend you, because I am supposed to
I no longer want to be like you, but wish you could be more like me

We should be better than what we've become
We can be better
I want to be better
I'll try to be better
We are bonded to each other
So let just make the best of it.

I miss who we were. Why can't we just get along?

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no more mail :-(...

We just got finished talking about how much email and how outta control it gets and look, i get called in the office. It ain't but 2 minutes into the new year and here I go in the office. Here we are starting the day as usual saying good morning, telling how the morning and evening before went. And one my girls was saying to us how cheap she is (and she is cheap) :-) but for some reason the phrase "I'd' say forget it" keeps getting red flagged. Now my manager is real chill. He just says do your job and I'll do mine. But this little red message comes across to him and it is job to say something. Now we both agreed that the phrase was stupid to be flagged and we don't know why but he asked me to chill out on the emails. So since he is the boss and a cool one I decide to fall to back. A great way to kick off 2007 work ethic huh? I might Be taking that receptionist job. "Good morning! How may I help you today!"

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