Web borrowing

One of my new year resolution is to buy myself something i really want once a month. Just so I won't feel like I'm working and not taking care of self. So February's purchase is going to be a laptop. Courtesy of AES. I am sooo looking forward to this purchase because this web borrowing thing is not working. I borrow from work, my punkin, my cuz, & my friends. I need to stay connected constantly so i can keep you guys updated and stay updated myself. All this monitoring and flagging is for the birds. So sooner than later my blogs will be more frequent & flowing. Right now I am internetly challenged but that will all come to pass.

So until then, it is 5:00 so my work time is up, maybe I'll be back at cuz or my punkin's

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I like him for you

So I think you two are a good match. He seems to get the way you think or try to anyway. He is so darn comfortable around us. Like he that cousin we haven't seen in awhile. He wants people to know that he is serious about you. How effing cute. We can all trip and pick on each other and then say "what the fuck y'all looking at when people look at us too long". Y'all hang out and you don't have an attitude when you get back. He wants updates on the current problems, like he gonna fix 'em himself. He funny as SHIT. You seem a little happier when he is around. You try to talk to him like shit. He say"say it again and I'm gonna fuck you up!!" He fucking answered the cousin call. Too damn funny. You get all gitty when you talk about him. Eeewwww!!! You try to get extra cute when y'all go out, 'cause he be trying to stunt. He wants the girlfriends picture to show off to his friends.

Enough of the bullshit, I'm telling so we can start planning this wedding.


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Shout Out

HEY LADIES!!! I feel so out of the loop. I keep up from a far but I miss our daily sessions. Hopefully I'll be back next week. Lot's to say not enough time. Hope you all are well. MISS YOU GUYS!!!!


Until later..

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Why can't we just get along?!

you used to be all I knew
you used to be the only one I could trust
you used to be the one I would run to
you would fix it all, take away the pain, make it all good
I would smile at the sound of your voice, search at the hint of your scent, run toward the sight of your presence

you used to be my friend
you used to be my rock
you used to be my pillow to hold
you used to provide comfort, stability, dependency
I would be in awe of you, hope to be like you, defend you, lie for you

Now what have we become?

Yeah I know you but I can't trust you
I can run to you but you won't fix it
You cause me the most pain these days
Your voice gives me a headache, your scent does nothing, and to see you sometimes make me angry

I tried to be your friend, it doesn't quite work
When I needed you to be my rock you turned me away
You want to be so hard lately, no longer my pillow
You make me uncomfortable, not a lot of stability but yet I still depend on you for some things
But that is changing

Listen I love you but I don't really like you
I will defend you, because I am supposed to
I no longer want to be like you, but wish you could be more like me

We should be better than what we've become
We can be better
I want to be better
I'll try to be better
We are bonded to each other
So let just make the best of it.

I miss who we were. Why can't we just get along?

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no more mail :-(...

We just got finished talking about how much email and how outta control it gets and look, i get called in the office. It ain't but 2 minutes into the new year and here I go in the office. Here we are starting the day as usual saying good morning, telling how the morning and evening before went. And one my girls was saying to us how cheap she is (and she is cheap) :-) but for some reason the phrase "I'd' say forget it" keeps getting red flagged. Now my manager is real chill. He just says do your job and I'll do mine. But this little red message comes across to him and it is job to say something. Now we both agreed that the phrase was stupid to be flagged and we don't know why but he asked me to chill out on the emails. So since he is the boss and a cool one I decide to fall to back. A great way to kick off 2007 work ethic huh? I might Be taking that receptionist job. "Good morning! How may I help you today!"

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