Bitchassnes....

As you can tell from the previous post I was going to have to lay hands on one or two of my co-workers but I have since simmered down. I had to come to a realization that the devil is always present but GOD"s presence is always stronger. The devil was presenting himself in the way of some serious "bitchassness" and my co-worker who I labeled an SAB(Shady Ass Bitch/the equivalent to a NAD) was only his messenger. I had to step out and analyze the situation and come out victorious.
Now my victory is that I hadn't allowed her to make me act out the evil thoughts that were brewing in my head for the most part of that day, but for me to stay calm go into that "bitchass" meeting and come out with not only my job but also letting everyone in there know that I will not allow them to try to assassinate my character and not asses their own. I handled myself with the utmost professionalism and even had my manager apologizing for taking up my time and not researching the allegations before calling me there. But the animosity still stand so she better not try EVER again to cross me.
Now I am child of GOD and I know I am a work in process. So as you can tell from this post I have yet to be purged of all of my evilness but I like to think that I am walking toward that righteous path. So you have to forgive me when you see that I mention GOD in a post titled "b**cha**ness", just know that GOD knows my heart.

Me, Myself and Sex in the City

So I've decided to go see SITC tonight by myself. The rest of the crew decided to go see it without me and I was hurt but it's cool. I find it ironic to go see to the epitome of friendship movies without my friends but none the less I want to see it so I WILL go. I have on stilettos and I will stop for a martini after class and head on up to theatre. I will try to get a tad bit early to do a quick once over the mall(you know channel all the personalities I relate to from the movie) I may even get a phone number of a young cutie while I'm there who knows. I need a pick me up and hopefully I'll find it in the form of a good martini and a new pair of shades before I enjoy a much anticipated girly friend flick with some chocolates.



Reviews tomorrow chicas!

Cash Rules Everything Around Me

I am trying sooo hard to get on track for this house saving. I'm trying to harass companies that owe me money, bargaining with companies that I owe money, trying to cut back on unnecessary spending while still trying to enjoy the fruits of my labor. This shit is hard! Baby needs a whole new wardrobe, I want upgrades. When will this end!? Never, I know. But I need a break from daily spendage to just try to calculate and figure it all out. It will work it self out, I know but some time the end seems so far away. "The sacrifice will all be worth it later" i just have to keep telling myself.


until later


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Get Em Girl...

That me! I'm a "Get Em Girl" when I really want something I'mma go get it. Just like that. I set out to get my new car, got it!, I get my new phone this weekend, and now I'm out to get my house. I've been researching mortgage rates, grants, programs anything that will make getting me and daughter in the best house I can afford, SOON!!! No there is no BIG rush but I have set a goal for myself and I want to stick to it. This is the only time I'm happy to be working for my job making this peanut of a salary beacuse I basically qualify for every program under the sun. And shortly after I get my house I'm going to upgrade my job. HOLLER!!!! Yes I have tunnel vision and all I can see is a house with some type of yard at the end. No need for a sitter beacuse the party is at my place soon. I'm working finishing school which I know will be HARD but I have to do it. I need to do it!! I hope those words will get me through those longs nights of homework AFTER I get little one to stay asleep.


Wish me luck

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