you used to be all I knew
you used to be the only one I could trust
you used to be the one I would run to
you would fix it all, take away the pain, make it all good
I would smile at the sound of your voice, search at the hint of your scent, run toward the sight of your presence
you used to be my friend
you used to be my rock
you used to be my pillow to hold
you used to provide comfort, stability, dependency
I would be in awe of you, hope to be like you, defend you, lie for you
Now what have we become?
Yeah I know you but I can't trust you
I can run to you but you won't fix it
You cause me the most pain these days
Your voice gives me a headache, your scent does nothing, and to see you sometimes make me angry
I tried to be your friend, it doesn't quite work
When I needed you to be my rock you turned me away
You want to be so hard lately, no longer my pillow
You make me uncomfortable, not a lot of stability but yet I still depend on you for some things
But that is changing
Listen I love you but I don't really like you
I will defend you, because I am supposed to
I no longer want to be like you, but wish you could be more like me
We should be better than what we've become
We can be better
I want to be better
I'll try to be better
We are bonded to each other
So let just make the best of it.
I miss who we were. Why can't we just get along?
Over & Out
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wow rik, its a shame but I think every relationship goes to a rocky bottom pit of hell. But this is a test, so you guys can get past this. Just keep talking and ask him questions and keep him involved...I guess thats all I can say
oh yeah it is your landlord, I forgot.
hahahahah erase my comments and let me start over
it's weird because just because we are bonded to certain people doesn't mean we are going to like them. maybe if you don't expect to be good friends it will take some of the pressure off the relationship. you are developing into your own person and if those around you don't develop in the same ways all you can do is offer your hand when they need it. it's sad.
Why you delete my comment? What I say now?
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